TBD: To Be Determined.
They say home is where the heart is yet the heart itself is not at peace. Yet, I say again we call that home. Okay, even if God said occupy till I come, really that brought tears to my eyes. Occupy? Really? With what precisely? With the way, times are that to make ends meet is like finding a pin in a stream. Look, I'm just a person saying what I feel, the way I know-how. I'm stressed out with the generalized advice people give but in our down moments and weaknesses, we tend to have the courage to encourage ourselves even when those close to us see differently. So, What do I do to occupy? What does the air do occupying? It's business. What do sands do occupying? It's business. I do realize that I used non-living objects to exemplify- the conclusion is this, they occupy doing their business, so we too need to occupy doing our business. What business you'll ask? well, that's for you to find out yourself. Just ao you know that you are not alone I'm finding out mine though.
I sought of distressed a bit, but now I'm back. Why am I writing this?
I'm writing this because I'm tired and because it's been so long.
So long, if you do follow this blog. I pray I have faith that's more than a mustard seed. Sometimes I feel nothing was worth it, but deep down at the back of this mind that thought so, I knew that every little thing is worth it. It just depends on what I believe.
Just so you know, I believe I have grown in knowledge and have believed in things as though they were
I believe that anything bad is bad and has its consequences.
I believe in the power of prayer even though I can only physically see how that's going. I believe in God no matter what the situation of this country is.
One thing I do pray for is that I never lose my wonder.
When I wake up each day, let me be able to appreciate the sun you created and the air you freely give.
When I walk around in the day, let me be able to see the good in people and show godliness to others as I ought to.
And when the night comes, let me not be too weak or broken-hearted to listen to you or talk to you.
I'm convinced that there isn't just me but you make me, Me.
I want to be determined.
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